I can't believe that another year is almost gone. Not much difference from 2020 except that I've got more accustomed to certain practices: mask wearing , social distancing, queuing up for vaccines, more handwashing, avoiding crowds and generally just being careful.
If I were to
summarise the year in just one word, it would be being THANKFUL. Just
last Tuesday, I woke up with a terrible pain in my stomach at 4 am. Having had
gastritis before during my office days, I thought it would pass. But boy, was I
wrong. The pain was relentless. Wave after wave of excruciating agony. I threw
up 5 times and tossed and turned in bed to get the 'right' position to lessen
the pain, all to no avail.
As a last resort, we
went to the Limerick Hospital. Somehow the journey seemed never ending and I
threw up again in the car.
Praise God there were
not many people there and almost immediately I was wheeled in on a trolley bed.
The Pakistani lady doctor was extremely kind and attentive. In fact she was
happy to tell me she had visited Malaysia before and loved it. The nurses too
were reassuring and there was not one cross word heard.
I knew I was in fine
hands.
So as I lay on the
bed waiting for this and that test to be done, every decade of my life flashed
before me. Good times, sad times. There was one common denominator
though.
GOD.
In every decade He
was there - the 7 year old child with very simple faith, the university student
questioning God because suddenly she was overwhelmed by the worlds of
Yeats, Kafka and Thomas Hardy, the mother in anguish over her young children,
the associate professor who took to the stage to share her research .
And now there I was
lying on the trolley bed still needing and trusting God. The only difference
was I was ready to meet my Maker. I knew I had lived my life and there was no
bucket list.
But God had other
plans and I was discharged. Because I was still weak, I had to cancel a number
of appointments that I had made earlier. One of them was meeting up with my
friend Carrie for coffee in Quigleys cafe Nenagh. I texted her and asked
whether I could see her on Friday instead.
I brought a pumpkin
for her from my plot because I knew she would love to make delicious stuff out
of it. While we were chatting, a couple approached us and asked where I bought
the pumpkin from. I said I planted it in our Killaloe/Ballina community garden.
Her accent sounded like American or Canadian.
I know what it is
like to miss certain festivals or food from home. I remember Kevin Lim giving
me a mooncake shortly after he had returned from Malaysia. It was just a
mooncake, but it was more than a mooncake. It tasted like home.
So I asked her would
she like one, as I still have one more at home. The rest is history and I hope
she will bake plenty of yummy pumpkin pies....
It was a Kairos
moment. A tipping point or a kairos moment is usually discovered behind the
scenes of an ordinary day.
I am going to trust
God for tomorrow.
For 2022.
For our days ahead
for as long as we live, we will rejoice in the faithfulness and the goodness of
God.
Have a Blessed Christmas!